Just wondering

I ought to be in bed, soothing my way into delicious slumber. Instead, I am wondering. About a person I've remembered. Wondering if I should call him. Wondering if it's the right listing in the phone book. Wondering if he'd think I'm weird. Wondering if he's married - has a girlfriend, etc. That might be kind of weird. We didn't date or anything, but still. Could be weird. Wondering about relationships and connections. How do you really know when it's time to let them go? When are they worth reviving? Wondering. I think a little wonder - mysterious and unknown - is good for the soul. In my rather peaceful and simple season, a little wonder goes a long way.

I just wonder...